How did this happen?

you are so fucking beautiful. I’m writing from my phone because I have to get this off my chest. Why won’t you hang out with me? I want to every day have sex with you. I want to make babies with you.
If I can’t have that I want to be friends with you.

Give me a chance. Let me inseminate you.

She's Gone: Part 2

Over a year ago I wrote about you. I loved you, I really did.

I wrote about the mountain I was ascending. It didn't get any easier as I went up. I watched you get further and further away. You are such a happy person.

I watched you fully descend that mountain. Until you got to the bottom last September. You accepted an engagement. You began a new life and a new mountain.

This isn't unlike myself. I can look back and see many of my mountains. Most are visible. Some have clouds over them.

Today I decided to descend my mountain just a little bit. To go back to where I last saw you to reminisce. Your foot prints are gone. Your presence is gone.

From here I can see the mountain your climbed up, but I can't see where you are now. It's covered in clouds.

All I wanted was to tell you, but I didn't. Now the only thing left is Silence. The sound of silence by disturbed.

Good bye KH. I'll live with the memory of your past. Good luck KJ, your future is bright. I'll never know it.



She's Gone.

Fishing Alone

Ehhr I can't sing alone....

I can't fight the time....

I can't find the rythm in line.....

I want to fish, I want to die. I want to view the people in the sky.

The river is so beautiful and free, I can float for days and just be me.

No judgement, no race.

I'll float to Utah in 8 hours at this pace.

I feel alone, I see the foam. The fish will feed, on the bugs they see.

At the end of the day it's just the river and me.