midlife crisis

Wow, What a day. I have been focused on engineering for the past year. I was in an engineering unit during my first deployment to Iraq. I wanted to be an engineer so bad, but here I am letting my feelings go. I *sigh* have finally given up on this quest to become an electrical engineer and search for something a little more practical. I know this has been what I have wanted for so long, but I cannot do the math any longer. I am in Trigonometry and struggling to understand my professor. I should have realized this in my last math class when the professor was trying to relay different graphs to the class. Now I am taking a thought at trying different looks at my degree, possibly accounting, maybe human resources. I do not know, I just need a path that will help me get a good paying job. I will call this my midlife crisis, shit, it's here at 25