Friday, August 29, 2008

I am so sorry little buddy(the live on anthem)

Oh dear god
with a shortness of breath and a faint of heart
this little being fell apart
it's all my fault, i'm to blame
I bow my head, and take a walk of shame
I ended a life, the one I created
oh how I wish this memory could be sedated
i'll end this now, without any drama
i'll go cry, cry to my mama

Dear little buddy,
It was an amazing 6 weeks and 3 days. You were great and I loved you every minute. Up until 3 weeks and 3 days ago that is. I became selfish and I am so sorry. I sent mommy's stress levels through the roof and ended you like a chicken egg. I feel so ashamed because I didn't just end your life, and stopped mine. Oh little son, I love you so.

Thank you,

-DAD-

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