Trust

Trust is not given, by some means it is not even earned. It is action, or lack of words all at once. Maybe trust can be defined as someone's inner being, the image they call themselves. How about my so called "friends". Almost everyone of them has betrayed me at some time and I feel the pinch. First my friends who I will call A and E lie tandomly to cover for a mistake left by one of their images. For instance, supposedly a bridge is one lower man's responsibility and yet he has no degree that would implicate relevance towards that work.
The hardest part is when you find friends who only end up betraying you. The light they shed brings out the good in you yet the light they shed makes you want to analyze them more. I want to analyze everyone and help them, yet I find myself seeking the evil in them only to find they are going to betray me. I see it before they do, I see the evil and I strike upon it. Why can I not find the courage to kill off the hurt they will bring to me eventually.
How about some close friends leaving my wife and I for dead. Might as well have. Fuckers, I've got better ways to waste my time.
Peace.
Keystone