Tired and Sleepy

Gain is all about perspective. One can actually lose money, but have a plan that losing said money will result in a gain.

Gain can be many things. One of those things gain can not be is a sense that you've given up. I am not sure that I've ever met anyone who gained from giving up.

The question is not why am I writing this blog. The question is the subject. I've had my sleeping pills and really the only thing I'm trying to do is stay awake long enough to pass out. So I'm looking for the gain. A little longer and I'll be so tired that I won't be able to distinguish the 10 key on my compute from the rest of the keyboard.

To me, I've gained a lot. A lot of weight that is. I've tried working out. I've tried watching what I eat. But every time I just gain more weight. This has been a very long process. Perhaps for years I've been fighting weight problems. Today though I'm finding things a little easier. I cut sugar, and most carbs in favor of wholesome foods and green vegetables.

I've also taken a different look as I sleep. I've tried sleeping earlier to actually have a good nights rest.

I'm now fading. See above.

Good night.