It's January 9th 2019. Hard to believe that I'll be 36 this year. Hard to believe that in the last 4 years I've fallen for two work friends. Both will end up quitting.
One stayed on my heart for a long time. Kelly Heppner. I couldn't get over her loss. I'd watch her instagram profile and just tear up at the friend I'd lost. I'll never forget her leaving the doors of Paulaner. That was one hell of a sad day, and one that I though I had gotten past.
2 years later I found myself attached to another girl, Kayla Pullano. God she is just gorgeous!!! A true specimen of beauty, and like Kelly, is in a long term relationship with someone she really loves.
I hope that in 6 months I can look back at this blog. I'm pretty sure that when I do, those feelings for Kayla will be gone. I'm pretty sure our entire friendship which consists of work talk, two times meeting her husband and family, and 1 time at a basketball game will all be a package of the past. I might be wrong, but these things never last.
Kayla, I love you. I can't tell you this, but I've fallen for you. Today I cried on my drive home just thinking of my impending lost friendship. I'll never forget when you told me to think before I speak.
There is no real way to get you off my mind. I hope something happens that we can be friends. It's just going to suck not having you at work. No more lunches. No more coffee, and no more thoughts of me wanting to have sex with you.
I hope to read this on 6/9/19. Maybe then I can put some perspective on this.
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